So yeah, that's just one thought that I've been thinking of a lot recently. Another one is philosophical things. The size of the universe and just how small and insignificant our lives are. Although our lives are all we know, even though the universe is much larger than you, you still can feel enjoyment from things around you. Another thing I've come to realize is that you are just a brain piloting a big ol' meat suit. Who are you? Who are you really? You're a brain, everything you are, all of personality and thoughts are all stored in your brain. Hypothetically speaking, if someone were to remove your brain and place it in the body of another, you wouldn't then become that person, your personality wouldn't change to fit that person, you'd still be you. Which leads to the answer that you're just a brain, piloting whatever body you are currently in. It brings me back to my original point, that you're a fucking brain simply controlling a body. Which I find to be really amazing.